Followers? Ughh.

So, after one day of being a blogger I have discovered that in order for people to actually see you're blog, the best idea would be to get some followers. I mean, seriously? Within a couple of days I will probably become obsessed with getting followers to upstage my pathetic number of ZERO followers right now. It's really crushing my self esteim. Right now, on that embarrassing 'stats' button on my homepage it's telling me that I have had 1 page view. Thats one. Just one. Which probably means that write now I am wasting 5 minutes of my time writing to no one. Although, I complain but, do I really want people to read my blog? I mean, I suppose posting this on the internet if I didn't want people to read it would be a pretty stupid thing to do. But, when my brother insisted on seeing what I was doing on my blog I nearly had a panick attack and deleted my blog so he couldn't see it. I have concluded that I really really don't want anyone I know to look at my blog. I would much rather share my personal thoughts and feelings with strangers. Hey, I might even make some online friends through this, even though that probably doesn't seem very safe or whatever. So please, anyone wan't a new friend? Apply here. But for now, I think I'm gunna just focus on getting my page views up. Friends come later. Chow for now.