My headmistress' message to all of us on the last day of term. What a bloody wanker.

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away..
(8) one republic - secrets


Ugh, I know its old and all that shazz
but I cannot get that song out of my head ><

Ah summer love.

My best friend (or one of them) has just got back from a holiday in Spain and has found 'summer love'. I know I should be happy for her and blah blah blah, but seriously!? I don't even make as much as a new friend when I go on holiday and she's found frickin' love. God damn it. I feel like crawling into a ball of denial. There are over six billion people in this world and I can't even find a boy my age that even likes me. Ugh. Life sucks. Oh look at that, she just came up on my facebook chat freaking out because he came online. I WANT TO FREAK OUT WHEN SOMEONE I LIKE COMES ONLINE. ugh. What makes this suck even more is that I don't even know any guys that I would even consider starting anything up with! And trust me, I do not have low standards, it's just the guys that live where are live are very very low standard wise. So please, anyone out there? Make a girl happy. All interested apply. Ugh. Love+Life? what a joke.

What happens at the campout stays at the campout

So, as I said last night I went to a camp out with one of my friends. I didn't really know the guy who was having the camp out but he was good friends with T. When we first got there there were about 7 of us sat very awkwardly on the village wreck, I have a feeling that this was because me and T were there and they didn't know us very well. The guy who's camp out it was expected about 50 people to turn up but it ended up to be only about 20. I did feel quite bad for him, he was pretty darn upset, but luckily after about an hour he decided to drown his sorrows with alcohol and that's when the party started to get good. There was one incredibly attractive guy there, being me though I didn't have the guts to strike up a conversation with him. There was one other guy there who was pretty hot, but unfortunately he was the reason the camp out went downhill pretty quickly.  After about an hour, we heard screams from the forest, and the hot guy had beaten up his girlfriend and legged it. His gf was pretty shaken up about it, but apparently it had happened before (you kinda wonder why they're still together), but anyway apparently that's how he gets when he drinks alcohol. So after that everyone went looking for him, and then went home. And that was it, not even a goodbye to the guy who was having the party. So me, T, the guy who's party it was and one of his friends went back to his house and hung out for a bit before me and T went home. It sucked that it ended so badly because it was actually pretty good. I didn't even get to lay any groundwork on the nice hot guy (the one that didn't beat up his girlfriend). But after that abrupt ending, I am so in the need for a party. Ugh, summer sucks so far.